“Not like that. It’s an accidental process. Like the God of Gamblers in the movie. He accidentally fell into a trap. He was the God but also a human being.”
“You are incurable.”
“Listen! Now I’m simply practicing my secret dream. I’m improving all the time. Everything or everyone has its ups and downs. But do you remember? When I was up, everyone was happy. I bought you the gold necklace, jade bracelet, Swiss watch, imported cosmetics, expensive clothes and a new iPhone. Oh, cash. I gave you lots of cash for the kids and everything you needed. Didn’t I?” Bing raised his chin and paused for emphasis before changing his tone. “Except that I did not pay off the debts. But it doesn’t mean I didn’t want to. Just give it a second thought, if I pay one off , what about the others? There would be always at least one dissatisfi ed, no matter what, I will be scolded. Scolded by one or by all, what’s the diff erence? Why bother then?”